Statement of Faith

I find new ways to challenge my faith in the oddest of places.  Lately, though, it was a random political conversation I had with some friends on Twitter.  If you’ve been living under a rock for the past few weeks, you might have missed the “Occupy Wall Street” movement sweeping across America.  It’s something I’ve only paid attention to in passing, but on the whole many of the “we are the 99%” arguments resonate with me.

Yesterday, the whole conversation started off innocently enough:

Hoping #OWS can trigger a new "Progressive Era" (except Eugenics or Prohibition; please read before criticizing): http://t.co/Vmon0wiI
@mikeschinkel
Mike Schinkel

We quickly began discussing and debating the point.  Everything from what the Progressive Era represented as an abstract concept, to specific historical evidence and how it tied in to the inevitability of certain tyrannical and corrupt institutions. [Read more...]

Perseverance

Every now and then we all come across situations we feel are hopeless.  A project is due with too soon a deadline.  A work task is just beyond our realm of comfortable effort.  An important appointment is endlessly rescheduled.  Our finances never seem to balance income versus expenses.

It can be exasperating to keep going.

Yet we still endure.  We persevere.  We keep going despite our fears and reservations.

My old Scoutmaster used to call this “sticktoitiveness” 1  He, and other leaders of my youth, reminded me frequently that a mark of good character was to keep going when you felt like you could go on no longer.  Even if you need to ask for help, sticking with a task is important.

So yesterday, I asked some of my Facebook friends what kept them going when they felt like giving up:

Bacon

I don’t have much of a choice. Either I go on, or those who are counting on me to go on are let down.

Life doesnt stop just because you want it to. The tides are still going to change. Its a good opportunity to clean the slate and change direction.

Some of the responses from Twitter were even better:

@EricMann remembering how great it feels afterwards. I hate swimming, but love having swam. Makes no sense.:(less than a minute ago via Tweetbot for iPhone Favorite Retweet Reply



@EricMann In the immortal words of Yoda wearing #Nike shoes: Do or do not, there is no try … (so) Just do it!less than a minute ago via Twitter for iPad Favorite Retweet Reply

All of these reminded me of advice my dad gave me years ago: “Remember, it won’t last forever. No matter how hard it gets, it will eventually be over.”

Hard to remember when you’re neck deep in a difficult situation, but if you can remember that it will eventually be in the past, and that you’ll be better for having done it, continuing to go on makes all the difference.

And there might be bacon when you’re finished. 2

Perseverance demands faith. Faith that whatever challenge you face will pass. Faith that you will never be given a challenge that’s beyond impossible. And faith that, even in times of trouble, you are not alone.

Notes:

  1. I still swear that can’t be a real word.
  2. My only requirement for doing massive chunks of driving to and from Yosemite was that I got bacon …

A Change of Perspective – Hiking in Yosemite

I recently picked up Wild Goose Chase by Mark Batterson and read through it with a small group from my church.  It’s a fantastic, approachable work explaining different ways you can reconnect with your journey to follow after Christ.  The part that stuck with me the most, though, was a single line: “a change of pace plus a change of place equals a change of perspective.”

I’m pretty much in a rut.  I work the same hours every weekday, followed by a set list of appointments and obligations in the afternoons.  My Saturdays are spent cleaning house and catching up with work that didn’t get finished during the week.  My Sundays are spent at church and refreshing through the rest of the day so I can approach Monday with the same energy as the previous week.  I can actually plot out just about every hour of my life for the next month with a scary level of accuracy.

This is not a good thing.

The Crew that hiked Yosemite back in 2001 waiting for the hiker bus up to Tuolomne Meadows.

Last week, I changed things up a bit.  It’s the 10-year anniversary of a backpacking trip I took with my old Venturing Crew to Yosemite.  We decided to commemorate the anniversary by taking yet another trip down to California.  We hiked a total of 4 days in the backcountry, covering somewhere near 40 miles at about 8000 feet of elevation.  It was sunny, picturesque, and oh-so-exhausting.

It wasn’t exactly the same group as 10 years ago, but 4 of the original 11 were able to make it, and we added a couple of new friends as well.  To top that off, we apparently hiked even farther than last time in a shorter time period.  I didn’t quite believe that until I looked at the map, but sure enough, we covered more distance.

The brave team that returned to Yosemite 10 years later to take another long trek through the hills.

Our first day was pretty intense.  We started in Tuolomne Meadows and hiked up to a random trail junction between the Glen Aulin and May Lake high sierra camps.  A total of more than 10.5 miles for the first day (all after lunch) left us tired, bug-bitten, and some of us severely dehydrated.  It also left us in a very open, unpopulated area with fresh air, cool water, scenic views, and absolute silence.

Our second day was pretty easy, but actually a much longer hike.  We covered 11.1 miles, passing through May Lake, over Tioga Pass Rd, and down into a valley near Snow Creek.  Our campsite was just a few hundred feet away from a ~2700 foot cliff dropping down into the valley.  I can tell you this much, the view of Half Dome from the top of the hill as the sun was setting was absolutely amazing!

The third day was somewhere between 8.7 and 9.2 miles, depending on which map you used or if you looked at the “official” trail distances.  We added a couple more miles to that by taking side trips to see Indian Arch and North Dome before finally camping along Lahemite Creek.  Another great day with spectacular vistas, cool creeks, and a warming campfire before bed.

Finally, we made the long trek down Yosemite Falls back into the valley.  Our shortest day of 6.2 miles took longer than expected (and blew my 4-hour hiking estimate cleanly out of the water).  We took our obligatory “we survived” photo at the bottom of the hill, then made a mad dash for the showers so people would stop giving us dirty looks as we walked by the too-clean tourists.

I got more than a workout from this trip.  I had the opportunity to reconnect with some of my best friends and build even stronger relationships with some spectacular people.  I can say for certain that the trip would not have been worth it without this particular group of people.  But I was also able to step outside myself and appreciate so much that I’ve taken for granted.

We were hiking in an alpine forest that, for the most part, is yet-untouched by the modern world.  We sat for an hour or two each day to pump water from creeks, bathe, and generally recharge after a long, hot day of hiking.  We carried our own food from start to finish and prepared meals as simple as oatmeal and as intricate as “taco pot” on tiny stoves in the middle of nowhere.  We set our own hours, stopped when we were tired, and took photo breaks whenever we wanted.

Compare this with my regular days back in town.  I wake to an alarm clock, get clean water out of the tap, find a quick and hot meal just down the street, work to another’s schedule end expectations, and rarely bother to look at anything long enough to consider taking a picture.

We stopped to take a photo of the valley and noticed this incredible sight hovering just overhead.

The juxtaposition between Eric the web developer and Eric the backpacker is, frankly, bothering me.  The first day of the trip, I spent most of the time watching the ground (for my footing) and hiking just to reach a destination.  It wasn’t until I made myself sick from the overexertion and dehydration that I managed to really slow down and enjoy my surroundings.  Actually, had it not been for C taking so many photos in front of me, I would have missed some truly amazing sights – like the rainbow cloud on the right.

The world around us is beautiful and miraculous.  We miss most of this beauty and mystery, though, because we do so much to shrink the world so it fits into our schedules and expectations.  Who knows how many stunning colored clouds I’ve missed before this one because I was too busy trying to stick to a different pace in a different place?  Who knows what other beauty has gone unseen?  What other mysteries have remained undiscovered?

Changing my place (Yosemite) and my pace (dropping schedules and expectations) has definitely given me a fresh perspective on the amazing world God has made and given us to enjoy.  Now all that remains is the challenge of not losing this new perspective but instead embracing it and working to keep my eyes open as I continue to follow after Him.

Holiday Hangover

Now that Christmas has come and gone, we’re left in the strange area between one holiday and the end of the year.  Radio stations fumble with the decision as to whether or not Christmas carols are still appropriate.  Retailers re-run last minute “holiday savings” sales.  Co-workers cash out their sick time before it expires by rapidly contracting a last minute bug.  We’ve gone from the “most wonderful time of the year” to the “most mysterious time of the year.”

Kind of like the few minutes between when you get up in the morning and when you actually get out of bed.  You’re awake, and you realize you should be doing something.  You just haven’t figured out what it is. [Read more...]

Violent Tranquility

I had the opportunity this weekend to spend some time at Ape Cave in Washington with the Boy Scouts.  We spent the weekend camping on the Lewis River and much of Saturday exploring lava tubes higher up on the mountain.  It was a great respite from technology (no electricity or cell phones), and it provided me with some inspirational insights about life. [Read more...]